I know you guys are all right.

[schlei]

> For some reason, a lot of people believe in higher beings only when it is convenient. And when praying is trending.

> I cried a lot today. Haven't really cried in maybe 2 years. It was quite refreshing, but there's some more left inside.

> I'm sorting my photos. There's a lot. Most consist of me and my mom looking derpy and things that I have to upload in poupee.

> I'm still a bit sick. I was feeling better, but all the horrible news made me feel bad again. I feel deathly afraid of fires, but more so of earthquakes. Living so close to a fault line, and heavy intake of coffee has made me so paranoid of earthquakes.

> Do you hate me now?

Comments

[13066301.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling that way. And let's both hope that we don't get the worst of this whole earthquake thing. *lots and lots of hugs*

[schlei.livejournal.com]

I wish no one would experience earthquakes ever, but that's asking a lot. A~ So stressful. *hugs*

[fuckyeahfish.livejournal.com]

/hugs

:( I honestly believe you're right about the first one. A lot of people I know are like that.

[schlei.livejournal.com]

/hugs

Right? I mean, people. It's your beliefs. Can't you even be at least consistent with it? D:

[badass-tiger.livejournal.com]

> Gotta agree :|

> Good to know. It's been a long time since I've cried too, but I don't have anywhere to cry xD I don't mind though.

> Wow... old photos. I know how that feels :D I always wish I had more photos of old memories, but my dad will never give me a camera orz

> *hugs* I feel you. I'm not afraid of things like that, but I feel sorry for the people who have to suffer from something like this :(

[schlei.livejournal.com]

I didn't have photos of old memories too though. I just had a decent camera phone for two-three years, so my oldest photographs only go that far too ~_~
How about your phone?

*hugs* Thanks. I am really afraid even though it happened miles away from me. I cannot even imagine how I'd feel if it happened here. D: A, nerves of mine. Why must you be that way? D:

[lovelynow.livejournal.com]

I don't think I'll ever hate you.

[schlei.livejournal.com]

Aww *hugs*

Also, I haven't seen you around. TUMBLR HAS TAKEN OVER YOUR LIFE, HASN'T IT?

[lovelynow.livejournal.com]

I GUESS.

I dunno. I don't have exciting life stories to post about on my lj.
And I am lazy about coding icons too.

[clock-tower.livejournal.com]

*gives schlei lots of hugs*

I could never hate you! ;A;

[schlei.livejournal.com]

W-we never know! But I hope you really wouldn't! *hugs*

[kawaii-ahiru.livejournal.com]

i can never hate you. i miss you. T.T

[schlei.livejournal.com]

Let's go out. You have to treat me when you graduate. Kahit Sbarro lang. Or dun sa bagong restaurant sa gateway na pumalit sa Cibo. I forgot the name.

[kawaii-ahiru.livejournal.com]

Mahal! Mahal! Mahal! mag mcdo na lang tayo. hahaha! LOL. teka. pede pag me nagbigay ng pera. :D

[schlei.livejournal.com]

Magbibigay yan! Hahaha!

[kawaii-ahiru.livejournal.com]

ahahaha. ipagdasal natin. LOL itext mo ko pag gragraduate ka na ha. :D

[schlei.livejournal.com]

Sige, itetext kita next year. hahaha. Ikaw kelan?

[kawaii-ahiru.livejournal.com]

sa april 1. HAHAHA. sana makapagtrabaho na ko. kelangan ko ng maraming salapi. BWAHAHAHA!

[asylumiss.livejournal.com]

WELL I HATE YOU

Sometimes a long cry can be really cathartic.

Yeah it's scary when natural disasters keep happening one after the other, I've got family out there too and I worry a lot when things like this happen.

Feel better.

[schlei.livejournal.com]

T-thank you! *0*

Yes. I'm the type who keeps everything bottled up, and I guess it was just the time to let it all out.

Speaking of crying, since the start of the events, have you cried? Or are you still in the state of.. sort of numbness I really can't think of another way to say it, like it's just important to live on first before feeling anything else?

Thank you. I hope everything settles down soon on your side too.

[asylumiss.livejournal.com]

I haven't cried, but I think I'm feeling something along the lines of 'wow the east in general can never catch a break' :(

[reyoo.livejournal.com]

I was so sad when hearing about Japan :(
may god be with them
I hope everthing's fine where you live...

[schlei.livejournal.com]

IK. It was so sad and really really shocking. D:
Tsunami-wise, we are safe. If anything worse happens to the nuclear plants though..

[yumenonozomi.livejournal.com]

I don't hate you. :|

Man, I hope you get better, so I understand when the news influenced that in a negative way. ;;
I experienced one earthquake here and it was so... wtf, but that one was particularly strong, right?

[schlei.livejournal.com]

Is that a new icon?! C-cute! ♥

Yeah. I'm recovering a bit. I'm trying to distract myself from all the bad news, hoping I could recover at least. I'm failing a bit, but..

Yeah. This one would go down in history. D: I hope they could get back on their feet soon.

[yumenonozomi.livejournal.com]

Yes, yes, it is. =D
Thank you! <3

Ah, and how do you feel now? ;;

Gosh, from the situation now it doesn't seem like that

[breyzyyin.livejournal.com]

I don't hate you. *hugs* I'm sorry you're feeling that way. I hope you'll be okay. ♥

[schlei.livejournal.com]

I am feeling ok now. Thank you! *0*
I hope you guys are all safe from everything out there too. ♥

[aprilclydel-ac.livejournal.com]

Crying is one way to get your emotions in check. Keeping it inside won't help at all, and it will only make one more hurt. :)

I also feel bad about the earthquakes. There's so much happening lately. Though it may seem impossible, I hope such earthquake with a great magnitude won't happen again. I also hope you're feeling okay now, though.